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It's my favorite word; in a certain way. It's my answer for everything, because I don't want to disappoint anyone, especially my parents. I already feel a failure, so I have that feeling that if I say 'no', it's gonna' be worst. I hate myself for being weak. I have that odd thing that wants to please everyone. I guess that for me, what people think it's important and probably they see that and push me away. How weak am I? :/

ordinary. shy. stubborn. stupid. ugly. sometimes; funny. predictable. transparent. determined. do not know the word "give up".

All my life I have been trying to please parents. They love me and all that but sometimes I think they don't have proud in me. My older brother finished his 2nd year of college. My parents were so happy when he was accepted, but for me.. College can wait a year. I don't know what I want for my future. I love Architecture but I also love art; photography and graphic art and I have a special touch for animals. I wish this was easier. All my class mates know what to do with their future. Everybody seems to know except me.